It's okay- I just hate that I wasn't in the car with her... man, I feel like it's all my fault. So.. the least I could do was quit my new job to stay at home with her 24/7 which means the dogs won't have food, I'll have to cancel my car insurance, and by next month I won't have a phone... but no one else can stop their life and be here for her so- I'll have plenty of time for the computer now.
Good thing I'll get to see you guys a lot more though! *hugs tight* I missed you and everyone else too, it's been awhile- and I hated not being on here and getting to escape a few things and enjoy myself with you guys.
And hell no, if it was- I would have said something sooner.